I hurt myself today to see
if I still feel
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold. The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away but I remember everything
What have I become, my sweetest friend ?
Everyone I know goes away In the end
And you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear
You are somewhere else. I am still right here
If I could start again, a million miles away
I would keep myself. I would find a way
Hurt
